Why God...

I don't know
Why God showed me your trace in the first place
I don't know
Why God let you answer me in the first place
I don't know
Why God let our talks go like a wave
I don't know
Why God made me tell you lots of things in my head
Now something's growing in me
And I wonder what's growing in you
I don't know
But God must have a good plan

With you I learned

With you I learned a lot
I learned not to talk about myself
As your life is as important
I learned not to push
As you have your own reason
I learned not to disturb
As you have your life to lead
Above all that
I learned to leave my selfish self a little bit
Which makes me feel better

Before I Know It

Before I know it
I wanna talk to you everyday
Since I even didn't feel like talking to a stranger at the first time we met

Before I know it
I really wanna see you
Since we are so far apart

Before I know it
I miss you everyday
Since we don't get a chance to see each other

Before I know it
I like you
Since I love being with you

There and Back Again

Finally back again
After a long time
Back with words
Hope with wisdom

In Between, In Nothing

Some are the popular people
They have their feet in every shoes they find
Some are the smart people
They have their mind in every issue they meet
Some are the timid people
They have their sight only on their feet
Some are the uneducated people
They have their thoughts locked up in eternity
I ain't popular, ain't smart, ain't timid, ain't uneducated
I don't find any place
I build my own place
And here I am
In between, in nothing

Be Safe of Be Happy

Be safe?
Or be happy?
We all want both
But sometimes
We need to choose
Will I start to think about the safety of my far future?
Or will I just follow my life's passion so one day I'll have many things to tell to the next generation?
I have strong feeling towards Small Ram
And I really want to get close to Small Ram
But sometimes I'm afraid that I've become silly
I still want to reach my dreams
And it because of Small Ram
It thanks to Small Ram
But that won't make me safe
I'll be happy though
So which one? 

I'm coming back again

I was trying to leave this blog
I was trying to make a new one
But after I think about it again....
Making a new one is a bother
So I will just continue writing here
Only random thoughts, maybe
Mostly about the Small Ram
It doesn't matter
No one read this anyway
So I can go wild here
Again